Do you ever wish some people’s true colours would come through and everyone would see them? I dunno why but recently I’ve been driving myself crazy just thinking and thinking about this girl I used to work with and well just how she treated me. I wish people would of acknowledged it, or just witnessed it. I hate thinking it’s all in my head. I need confirmation that it’s true.
I guess I always drive myself crazy over thinking stuff and just generally worrying everyone thinks i’m nuts/mean/anything negative. Started my therapy now though and we are going to start working through my problems with caring what people think and letting it affect my mood so drastically.
I also so feel like i’m not sharing everything like i used to on here. My laptop is pretty broken and have to write all my posts on my phone app, which gets annoying, especially when i need to pour my heart out. Gonna try and get back in the habit of posting my feelings on tumblr again though, i find it really helps and probably explains a little about why i haven’t really been opening up with anyone in general.
June 25th 2012